Sometimes I want your touch to feel like words of worship on my skin. Sometimes I want to look up into your face and see the love, feeling it pouring like warm velvet over my body and soul.
I want to feel you possess me like your salvation lies within my cunt. I want to feel you driving deep, pulsing hard, hot thrusts that rock my body back against the wall, table, chair, elevator, whatever object you threw me up against right before you ripped my panties off and devoured me.
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There are moments when I long for the connection of souls that can take place when the right bodies come together. I want to feel that one-ness with you, in your arms, in your heart. I want to know that beyond all the physical is a love so strong my clumsy human frailties can’t break it. I want to fold myself into your arms – into your sanctuary.
I want you to defile me. I want you to take fistfuls of my hair and use my mouth like a Fleshlight. I want you to slap my cheeks red and tell me what a good little whore I am. I want you to growl into my ear while you fill my ass with your cock, commanding me to take you, forcing me beyond my own limits. Afterward I want to fold myself into your arms, shaken, bruised, raw, and completely satisfied.
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In one second, I will feel the overwhelming need to be close to you. To tuck my head into the hollow of my snuggle spot and hear the steady cadence of your heartbeat. To be grounded by you, tethered to the physical presence of you. To know that in that second, for one heartbeat, I am safe. To know that in one moment you can be my anchor and in the next you can be my aggressor. To know that at any moment, I can walk both paths with you.
That knowledge is all I need.